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Most of my posts are friends-only or are of customized privacy.
Which explains why you see so little, if you're not on my list yet.
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[Oct. 18th, 2008|10:49 am] |
So goodbye it is in a few hours. I have yet to cry. I've refused to think of it until today. It's a lovely city. I only wish it was closer to home. The past two weeks have been nothing less than emotional.
It provided solutions - vague solutions, but solutions nonetheless and I know we're inching closer each day to finally spending our lives together.
There's so much waiting for me back at home. Finally facing my family members, my preparation for the report for school, going back to school, and battling the loneliness that will start gnawing at me. The lapse back into forced utter independence without my loved one by my side. Learning to cope being single but unavailable again. The life of a vacation girlfriend. I want to laugh at that last sentence, but I can't bring myself to. Cuz it seems so true.
It's the same vicious cycle that has been going on in my life from the first day we met. Live, love, leave, live, love, leave.
I want it to end, soon. And God-willing, it will in a few months.
And this is so important to me that I'm scared of imagining it happening, dreaming of it, forming images of it in my mind, for the fear of holding on to expectations that may fail me in time.
Oh God bless us, and give us the courage and determination to continue on this seemingly long but hopefully, temporary moments of solitude.
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[Oct. 3rd, 2008|03:33 pm] |
Meet Ben (John's godson - the brunette) & Adam (Riyan's godson - the blonde) Finnegan!
Oh and that's the kids father - Brendan
Hahahaha gosh, I miss those kids so bad!
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| Wanna Be Where You Are |
[Jan. 7th, 2007|05:59 pm] |
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"Wanna Be Where You Are"
Here I go again
Standing in your arms crying
Here you go again
Make me forget everything
You keep me smiling
They say our love is just a phase
That it's just for some days
But I'm going so far
I wanna be where you are
He loves me
He loves me
Here I go again
Calling you every day
Here you go again
Make me forget the longing
I love everything that you say
They say our love is just a phase
Who believes that anyway?
But I'm going so far
I wanna be where you are
He loves me
He loves me
Here I go again
Standing in your arms crying
It starts all over again
Baby, I love you
I wanna be where you are
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[Jul. 21st, 2006|01:11 pm] |
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The beauty of a long distance relationship somehow lies in the fact that you learn to treasure every moment you spend together and understand the true essence of a relationship; to be able to experience the greatest joy just to have the special one by your side. The simplicity of it all. No need for fancy events, no need for lavish restaurants, just having you, and me-together. Everything will then seem so perfect, doing things we'd normally take for granted; things that seem routined to others. Most importantly, the beauty of realising that love could exist between two souls from across continents. To know that love does not know of any boundaries. A lot of effort is needed to make things happen, of course. It might not even last. It may falter and die. But to even know that I was given a chance, to feel this way, in first place, it's a beautiful beautiful thing.
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